imagine if the stars refuse to shine at the place where we first met.

2009-07-22T01:08:00.001+08:00

CLOSED. :)

2009-07-20T13:14:00.004+08:00

just being random (part two)

why do guys always show or portray themselves in a way that they don't care?
do they really not care? or what?
if doing just a small thing such as sending a girl home would make a girl's day, why not do it?
is it that difficult to do it?
must you both just stay ONE BLOCK or even ONE LEVEL away before you do that?

if planning to do something romantic or something touching, is a waste of time then its really a pity.

why can't guys just understand the intention of girls?
must girls tell guys WORD FOR WORD whatever they want?

why do you have to show that face whenever your girlfriend says something lame? (do you know you're putting her down?)
why do you have to be so practical? what for?

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oh shit. whatever.
just don't expect anything and don't care about anything.
fullstop.

2009-07-19T22:35:00.003+08:00

just being random.
but why are guys always being so practical?
-.-

can't they just do something for the sake of doing it or just to make a person happy?
must it be: "if i remember"?

i believe that if you have the heart to do it, or if you really love that person, you will do it and not "if i remember". i feel that if its "if i remember" it just means that you don't even bother or couldn't care less.

whadda ya think?

2009-07-18T11:48:00.001+08:00

17th JULY 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY! =)

2009-07-16T09:09:00.002+08:00

sianzors!!!!! =(
my internet at home is down! =(
can't do anything at home. sigh.

BOREDOM!!!

2009-07-10T01:14:00.000+08:00

not caring so much.
not expecting so much.

just let nature take its course.
AND SMILE! :)

2009-07-09T00:30:00.002+08:00

went out with baby today after school ended before main comm meeting. =)
went to eat LA MIAN XIAO LONG BAO!
whee~ haha. its been a long time since we ate that. =D

*maybe i should just not care so much? maybe i should not expect so much? what should i do?*

2009-07-07T22:33:00.001+08:00

i hate it when it rains when i'm sick. i can't really see anything. =（

i still can't get over it. it sucks. i know it will never happen again thats why. =(

2009-07-05T23:26:00.001+08:00

seriuosly lah.
why didn't i even take the photo with you yesterday?

its really bothering me ALOT.

2009-07-05T16:23:00.004+08:00

CONCERT IS OVER! =) it was a great and successful concert :)
thank you su shan and nicholas for coming! =D hehe.

no pictures to upload. took a few pictures though. but didn't managed to take the one picture that i wanna take. it was kinda like the best and worst day of my life anyways. don't know whether to remember or not remember the day. haha. hopefully i can get over it (which i doubt i can since its like always arnd me and i can't get it out of my head for a long period of time).

anyways, thanks everyone for making this concert such a success and thank you everyone for playing and practicing hard for it! =D

2009-06-22T02:05:00.003+08:00

just came back from life game camp. it was really a wonderful camp and i would strongly encourage everyone to go, and i mean everyone. regardless whether you're christian or non-christian. because the impact that it will have, will change your life forever. =)

i really wanna thank charmaine (xiao xue) for listening to me today. haha. we were like really funny. we took the same NEL back and we were sharing. then she said she send me to sengkang so we could talk. so we took to sengkang. but we still had much to say. so we sad in the mrt station itself and talked until the last train to kovan came. then guess what? i took with her back to kovan and she waited for my bus for me to go home (sengkang). haha. even though we didn't manage to finish saying everything, i'm really glad that i move out of my comfort zone and shared with her. =) 'jyu jyu' is happy too. :D so, its good i guess.

life has been tough on me this past week, especially during the camp and after it. i just hope that we will be able to sit and talk about it properly and help each other out. =)

sometimes i ask God why does he let me experience so many set backs one after another. for this past week it has been like that. i've been getting stuff thrown at me, one after another and it has been really difficult for me to handle. i think like for this past week alone, the tears that i cried could fill up a 500ml water bottle (just a metaphor). haha. but i will pray really hard and hope that he would be able to enlighten me on why he is doing it this way, what does he want me to experience, what does he wants me to feel, what is his plans for me and so on. i'm the type where like once i run into a problem, i would wan to have like answers straightaway, but he doesn't do things like that, so i only hope that i will be patient enough to wait for his answer (whether it comes or not) i'll just keep praying. =)

You can't always run from your past

2009-06-13T23:25:00.001+08:00

GHOSTS OF GIRLFRIENDS PAST

watched this movie today with baby. i think its a great movie cause it was like hilarious and moving at the same time? haha. =) there were like some quotes from the movie which i liked in particular. =)

Conner Mead - "Someone once told me that the power in all relationships lies with whoever cares less, and he was right. But power isn't happiness, and I think that maybe happiness comes from caring more about people rather than less..."

<3

2009-06-13T01:23:00.002+08:00

BRACES

WITHOUT BRACES! =/

ZOMGOSH LAH. i can't believe still that i took out my braces already. =( i kinda want them back though cause my top front teeth are like kinda 'in'. =( anyways, was like bleeding alot today during the debonding and she had to like CUT OUT ANOTHER GUM!!! zomgosh. haha. but i think it all turned out well! WHEE~

went to eat satay at lau par sar with baby! haha. the teh tarik damn nice. =p it was my first time there. haha. NOTE: I'M NOT A MOUNTAIN TORTOISE!

2009-06-10T01:27:00.005+08:00

oh great. common tests are finally over for now(although there is this other paper when sch starts again). holidays are here but they aren't holidays to me at all. =( so many things to do during this hols. got projects, camps, concerts etc.

09062009

after financial decision paper, went to study at bk at suntec with baby. =)

today was late for FD paper. -.- paper starts at 1330hrs, i only reached the place at 1345hrs and damn the lecturer, she said that i had to go take temperature. -.- so i walked all the way to makan place from block 73 and back again just to take the damn paper. by the time i reached, it was like 1400hrs. -.- good job. was so nervous, and as a usual habit, i touched/rubbed the cross pendant i was wearing and AS USUAL, the necklace broke cause i pulled too hard -.- damn sad. MARK MY WORDS. damn damn sad. =( wanted to buy at suntec but baby said not to. =(

sth happened after that but everything is settled already so, i'm not gonna say much. =D

100609
common test over (for me only) had like 2 maths paper today. advanced maths was not difficult to do but i made like HELL LOT of careless mistakes =( em3a was like completed real quickly and damn the last question lah. damn sianzors. its like the only question i couldn't do. =( baby couldn't do either, and for the rest of the papers we had like the exact same answers. haha. same marks too perhaps? =p he was like still tryin to do the last question after the paper ended while i just gave up and watch my jap drama on his laptop in the music room. haha. =p

baby was supposed to come slightly after lunch time to like teach me em3a but like it was 2hrs after he left his place and HE IS STILL NOT THERE YET! =( so i like kept asking him where was he, cause like the 1st paper i did by myself , i kept getting wrong =( and he didn't wanna tell me where so i just went like a little 'bonker-ed' and he got kinda unhappy. when he reached, he just threw this perlini silver wrapper box infront of me. I WAS LIKE DAMN SHOCKED! zomgosh. he went to buy the necklace for me lah. aiyoh. thats why he was late and didn't wanna tell me where he was =( aiyoh. the funniest part was that he travelled from farrer to city hall to buy then back to sch. AWWWWW. IT WAS REALLY SWEET! =D THANK YOU!!! <3>

HHHHHHH-EEEEEEEE-LLLLLLLL-PPPPPPPPP~~~~~

2009-06-08T00:20:00.001+08:00

i can't compare.

2009-06-04T01:32:00.002+08:00

hazm and weijie said like blog should be like happy post and stuff.
yeah. perhaps. but what if you're feeling like really down really shitty at the moment and all you can do is cry your heart out infront of the comp and you find yourself looking at this stupid blogger page and u rest your hands on the keyboard and start typing all these nonsense you don't even know why or for what did you even ever type this shit. but after you do, you feel better, not alot better, but still better than what you have felt before...

2009-06-01T23:51:00.001+08:00

being afraid, scared, all over again.

2009-06-01T00:05:00.001+08:00

sweetened, yet unsweetened. =)

2009-05-27T22:41:00.002+08:00

THE PINKY HOOK

2009-05-26T01:26:00.001+08:00

seriously.

2009-05-20T01:16:00.001+08:00

relax, breathe and think.

loosen up, relax.
breathe in deeply.
think deep, think hard.

and

PRAY.

2009-05-18T00:31:00.001+08:00

i can't seem to concentrate on whatever i am doing anymore.
my mind just seem to wander.
*slap myself*

2009-05-16T02:29:00.010+08:00

PHOTOS TAKEN DURING GRADUATION CEREMONY AS USHER AND FOR JIAXUE'S GRADUATION! =D
14 may 2009

AS USHER

WAHAHA! USHER!!!

PINATA USHERS! haha.

FOR JIAXUE'S GRADUATION!

before going to the graduation place =)

huiyun and me! =)

me, jiaxue (e graduate) and sherry!

THE GRADUATE AND ME!

sherry and me =)

elynn and me! =D (*paiseh ar. crop the photo alittle bit)

lazy to blog so just gonna show pictures! =D

2009-05-14T00:32:00.002+08:00

today isp presentation. don't know whether to say we did well or not. it was really last minute again (even though we said not to do it so last minute). =( however, we managed to scrap and 'A'!!! so... i guess, WELL DONE? =D

VJC's concert is like this saturday. practice today was really shitty. damn lazy to go all the way down. but we haven been able to make it for all the practices due to school and NPS, so we MUST go down this time round. =(

was really or kinda upset then i was being like ps-ed. he went over to v1 and like i'm stranded in v2. like val and fang and i'm like alone. i'm kinda like struggling alrdy. =( he said before like v1, he would need to pract and stuff then like why still agree so easily to go over to v1. =( sigh. now like nobody to help me with v2 cause like u'll just be busy pract yr v1. and i don't really know how to ask u to help me either, cause everytime we talk about v, you just say and say but like no action. =/ so like, i don't know lah. just like getting kinda sian alrdy. =(

well well... MORE PRACTICE PEOPLE! NPS also needs alot more practice. i think they will faint after the vjc concert. haha. =/

2009-05-11T23:40:00.001+08:00

i'm falling sick. =/

2009-05-05T22:39:00.003+08:00

hey girl.
i know it isn't hard for you right now, but we'll all be here for you.
don't be afraid to fall back on us, don't be afraid to approach us for help.
we will be here for you now and always. =)

this post is for you en. :)
*sorry that i can't make it*

2009-05-03T18:27:00.002+08:00

went to play lan for the first time.
WAHAHAHA. =P

oh. that was like yesterday (2nd may)

thats all. =/

2009-05-02T16:09:00.002+08:00

Lyrics | James Morrison lyrics

Broken Strings (feat. Nelly Furtado) - James Morrison

ignorance is bliss. =)

2009-04-28T00:07:00.006+08:00

had Fish n Co for dinner today! hehe. =p there were only like 2 of us but we order like a truckload of food lah!

fish chowder! =D

the best fish and chip
seafood platter for one
swordfish collar
eating the whole seafood platter and fish n chips by himself! ZOMGosh lah!

had an awesome day today despite the downs =)

2009-04-27T00:36:00.000+08:00

GRANDIOSO IV WAS GREAT! =)

YOU DID A GOOD JOB SHAR! =)

2009-04-25T22:55:00.002+08:00

went cycling today at east coast park.

like omgosh.
damn long nvr cycle liao lah. -.-

went to eat new york new york after that.
the GREAT YANKEE BURGER is like damn big lah!
and with all the fries surrounding it. -.-
NYNY had a challenge, and that is to finish the whole of the GREAT YANKEE BURGER + the fries by yourself within an hour. -.-

THE GREAT YANKEE BURGER

we shared the burger together.

haha. ate till damn sian lah.
the taste is good but eat too much will feel damn sian. -.-

he was really tired out today. =/
never seen him this tired out before. =(

2009-04-24T01:03:00.001+08:00

i need a break.
i need to sleep more.
i'm tired out.
so fast.
it seems like i haven done anything big/great.

i need a get away.

2009-04-23T09:21:00.002+08:00

22 April 2009 (wednesday)

had my first IS lesson today. whee~ fun =) not very fun but i can foresee it being better! i was ilke damn tired too lah. haha. even though i don't know why the hell i took the module besides that its ends like around the same time.... but i am not regretting it at all. =D ended at 10am can! when my lesson is supposed to be from 0800 - 1200. haha. HAPPY! =D anyways, managed to sleep for like 2 hours in the afternoon before going for main comm meeting at 1800hrs. ate macs after meeting at around 2100hrs then went to granny's place to stayover lor. =( damn late liao lah. reached there at like 10 minutes to 0000hrs. got class at 0800 the next day. won't have much time to sleep. gonna be damn tired. =(

2009-04-22T00:05:00.001+08:00

went to sit the flyer today! yippie! instead of paying $29.50 for it, i only paid $10 and didn't had to share the rest of the cubicle with strangers!!! woo hoo~ =D

2009-04-21T00:12:00.002+08:00

FIRST DAY OF YEAR TWO

i still can't believe i'm like year 2 lah. today got down the bus then see, wth, damn lots of ppl lah. like wth. and like i see the looks of the freshmen's face. haha. i imagine myself last time. omgosh. haha. i can't believe i looked like this. haha. damn shitty.

quite tired alrdy lah. so shan't blog much. =)

anyways, got like mini performance tmr. sian. kena looked down again. like TOTALLY. -.- shit ass.

2009-04-20T00:08:00.001+08:00

THANK YOU GRACE! =P
*i know this contradicts with the last post lah. -.-*

i think i really need alot of sleep. haven been sleeping much lately and school is like reopening tomorrow already. need to start pulling up my socks and BUCK UP man. GWEN NEEDS TO STUDY HARDER THIS SEMESTER! =P

*REWIND~!*

2009-04-18T23:30:00.003+08:00

thanks for being so kaypo GRACE

mood now is like totally PISSED OFF.

2009-04-16T23:59:00.004+08:00

sometimes feeling at a lost at what to do
sometimes feeling at a lost for what is happening around me
sometimes hurting people unknowingly
sometimes feeling at lost for what i should be feeling

its really not on purpose
but...
second time in a row
consecutively for two days
this really sucks

i'm sorry but...
am i really worth it for all these pain?

2009-04-15T02:57:00.003+08:00

don't really have the mood to blog. so just briefing state stuff...

reached sch damn early to check out the contacts.
left stuff at clubhouse.
went to meet him to go funan to get his hard disk.
ate pastamania. didn't like the taste of the tuna and bacon. quite fishy.
rushed to bvss. cause was running late.
tuition ended like really fast today.
new student - serene.
he waited for me together w our violins (carried from sch to clementi).
i was late. he waited quite a while. (sorry)
waited for chris to fetch us to vjc for concert practice.
had like so much fun throughout the ride there.
vjc concert was like 'omgosh'.
the sound was nice altogether.
concert ended and went for dinner.
waited for quite a while cause chris got lost -.-
ate macs. had to go back to sch after that.
he took 154 with me back to sch. (thank you)
really many many thanks to dongqiang and karen for coming to the bus stop to fetch me, go my clubhouse and get my stuff and wait for me to finish bathing before going back to clubhouse.
and somemore help me carry my stuff. =)
i'm still awake at this unearthly hour cause i have to wake up in like half an hour more.
i'm really damn tired today cause i didn't get to sleep much the night before and some people just don't appreciate the privillege that they have and don't wan to sleep when they themselves are already damn tired. good job.

fop tmr. hope everything goes well *keeps fingers cross*

p.s. i need a shoulder to lie on.
*grace aka pig, wanna lend me yours? =p*

2009-04-13T22:43:00.010+08:00

HELLO!!!! I'M BACK! =P
hehe. went to genting for 3D2N. =D

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DAY ONE

at 0510hrs

the bus!!! =D
GOT TV LAH!!!
btw, i slept like the whole journey can! what a pig lah. haha.

reached genting at around 12 plus. went to check in the luggages only. had to wait until 1400hrs then can start checking in -.- so went to eat lunch! =D
lunch at shanghai 10
xiao long bao!
my la mian that took AGES to come =/

went to like walk the 'haunted adventures' and toured 'ripley's museum'. was like FORCED to walk the 'haunted adventures' lah. it wasn't that scary after all BUT STILL!! haha =p

marrybrown
had lots of stuff for dinner actually. marrybrown was one of them. they still don't let me order 2 thighs lah! wth. -.- also ate cup corn. asked for more margarine. they machiam gave me the whole tub. was like damn sucky that i didn't continue eating. had goreng pisang too! hehe. e taste was alrite lah. kinda missed the goreng pisang my mom used to buy for me a long time ago. =p also had like sweet potato! i don't really eat it but it taste nice! hehe. quite ex thought. 100grams 4Rm -.-

DAY TWO

damn lazy to wake up can. haha. wanted to like slp more more more! but oh wells. had the free breakfast coupon, so went down for breakfast. hadn't eaten koko crunch like ages lah!!! so i ate two bowls! hehe. then after that was THEME PARK TIME!
ALL PARK! =D
pirate ship!
spinner!

sat like other rides too. like cyclone, 4d motion, the indoor 'exciting' roller coaster, go kart etc.

oh. played bowling too lah!!! haha.
oh oh. i bought like a shirt again from padini!! and FAMOUS AMOUS!!! YUM YUM! =P

DAY THREE

slept till 10 plus? =p had like hou mei for lunch. damn ex. haha.
hawaiian chicken chop!

look the view!!! =)

going home. like everything went by damn fast lah. enjoyed myself alot. =D

couldn't sleep on the way back to singapore. THE COACH WAS LIKE FREAKING COLD CAN!!! grrrr! haha. reached singapore at around 6 plus 7. =D
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well... holiday is over. time for WORK WORK WORK!

2009-04-08T22:39:00.004+08:00

today was really fruitful! :)
managed to watch two movies in a day! hehe

DETRIOT METAL CITY

and

CONFESSIONS OF A SHOPAHOLIC

firstly, was supposed to meet him at like 11am. but i left my house only at 1030. haha. so i was late. but since he forgot to take his wallet and had to go back home, I MANAGED TO REACH EARLIER THAN HIM!!! wahahaha. =p

went to get his NEW PHONE! he was like damn happy lah. like a small kid that just got his first toy ever. haha. then he msged me when he was trying out e iphone saying that i was the first person he msged using the iphone. =p haha. then i think he got like too high alrdy lah. then imagine ppl steal his singtel plastic bag then blackmail that person and stuff. -.- haha. oh wells.

went to watch DETROIT METAL CITY at GV Plaza. didn't know there was student price! hehe. so we were like shocked when the lady asked us for like our student pass. haha. i was like wondering, i don't look 16 meh? -.- anyways, he said like the anime was nicer even after watching the movie. i think both the anime and movie not bad lah. both also funny. haha.

hmmm. then i wanted to buy like polo tee from cotton on, so we went there. AND YIPPIE! i finally bought my polo tees! this time it wasn't like 2 for $30. it was 1 for $10. so obviously, I BOUGHT THREE!!! hehe.

then we headed down to amk hub to watch CONFESSIONS OF A SHOPAHOLIC. its damn funny can. haha. although i read the book, i didn't expect it to be like that funny. haha. he laughed like damn lot of times and damn LOUD lah can. haha. went home after that. cause he going to play lan with his church mates.

well. tmr is like NPS day again. from 3pm all the way until 10pm. =/ oh well. i need more practice anyways. =)

i'm sorry

2009-04-08T02:53:00.003+08:00

i think i have misunderstood your intention on certain matters and yeah, when i share with my friends, you end up as the bad person. but after today, i guess, its bcause i don't put myself in your shoes, even though i think i'm trying. (or there is sth wrong with you today) WAHAHA. but i will really try. i will do whatever i can. =)

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well well. i'm back from trial camp. i really had fun disturbing the ppl and mingling with the people there. can't wait for FOP/FOC to start like really soon!!! haha. AND MY LEG IS LIKE DAMN DARN ITCHY LAH!!!!

i had to walk the night walk with xanier! even though we know like where the scare points are, we stil got like scared -.- like damn stupid lah!!! then those ppl who scared me, ESPECIALLY RONNIE! see me only thne start laughing -.-

and me and su shan were like bitching around like so much can!! haha. i couldn't believe it myself. haha. we must like hang out sometime to like bitch around and stuff. haha. =p

p.s. thank you for listening to me!!!

2009-04-05T19:48:00.000+08:00

It was nice to be alone, not to have to smile and look pleased; a relief to stare dejectedly out the window at the sheeting rain and let just a few tears escape.

2009-04-04T20:32:00.001+08:00

i'm back from camp! =)

and i fell. like totally fell cause my ankle gave way again. yeah. like -.- haha

tmr is like the only break before trial camp begins!!! =)

2009-04-01T02:02:00.000+08:00

chords

minor or major
major or minor

who knows.

2009-03-30T00:39:00.001+08:00

AND SO YOU'RE BACK!
FROM OUTER SPACE! =P

2009-03-28T23:26:00.002+08:00

finished watching the jdrama 'pride' in less than 2 days
its an old show
kidna watched bits and pieces of it last time
just felt like watching it again and i'm glad i did
it was really sweet, nice, romantic and inspiring

hmmmm...

Lyrics | Darren Hayes Lyrics | I Miss You Lyrics

2009-03-28T12:29:00.002+08:00

spent the whole day alone ytd
doing stuff and running my errands
my teeth hurts
stupid braces
woke up in the middle of the night cause it hurts so much
shitted like hell ytd when i almost didn't eat the whole day

*its finally tomorrow. but i'm feeling afraid more than feeling excited...*

2009-03-27T00:26:00.000+08:00

aiyo.
i think i'm just being too paranoid.
shitty.

*3 more days*

2009-03-26T00:09:00.002+08:00

today was better.
today was fun.
today was good.

*4 more days to go. its getting really tough right now. so near yet so far.*

cabbage: thanks for listening to all my rantings. :) you've been a great friend.

2009-03-25T01:09:00.002+08:00

i really hate myself for being who i am
i need to be stronger
i have like so many unphrased questions with no answers to them
and i need the answers now
or my mind will start wandering
and one day, i'll find myself collapsing

conceive. believe. achieve. - they no longer seem to work for me.

i'm beginning to think that, all my beliefs are wrong, untrue.

GOD.INEEDHELP.SAVEME.

2009-03-24T22:37:00.003+08:00

don't know why, but i can't seem to sleep past 1000hrs
which sucks when i have the opportunity to sleep in =(
and also when its raining!!!! arghs!

was really tired today.
no idea why when i thought i had like at least 8hours of sleep.
and my mood wasn't going so well since evening
worst still
it had gotten worst. sigh.

was supposed to like go for a full body massage (sponsored by my daddy) tmr.
damn happy at first cause i think i really need it
but then, the timing is like at 1645hrs
if i go for the massage which will take like 2 - 3 hrs,
i won't be able to go for ACES steamboat outing
so now what?

*5 more days*
i guess this is the only thing that keeps me going right now. sigh.

2009-03-23T22:32:00.001+08:00

finally had the day to myself today
woke up at like 0930hrs
wanted to go swimming at sengkang swimming complex
went all the way there only to find out that it closes on monday
walked to sengkang interchange
took bus to my old condo
went there and started to swim
met old neighbour and sun tanned together
i'm like dark now, i think -.-

*6 more days to go*

hang in there :)

2009-03-22T23:53:00.001+08:00

everything that has happened this one month seems like a whirlwind to me
i can't make out what seems real and whats not
it seems like a dream
a really wonderful and amazing dream
a dream, like it said
and dreams, are not meant to be true
but when i pinch and bite myself (-.-)
it hurts.

but i suppose, because it seems too good to be true that i'm feeling that way
but.. oh wells.
its good i guess.
so i shall just enjoy the moment
and not brood over it so much. =)

p.s. cabbage, relax and breath. don't worry about tmr. praying for u =)

2009-03-22T16:16:00.001+08:00

wore the same shirt when i put my extensions on

and i also

wore the same shirt when i took off my extensions

really missed my actual hair though

it had grown longer!!!

*amazed*

but i regretted getting cut after i took it off

cause now my hair is like damn thin can!!!

arghs!!! *pissed*

i'm finally going to get my slippers!

hehe XD

*7 more days to go*

2009-03-20T23:04:00.000+08:00

well. congrats to ppl who had great results and
*pats on the back* to ppl who thinks that their results aren't great.
=)

received a surprise call today.
was totally shocked -.-
like completely lost for words
all i know was i kept blabbering nonsense
and kept laughing and smiling like some stupid idiot -.-
but... oh wells. =)
was happy =D

9 more days to go
whee~

2009-03-20T01:39:00.000+08:00

reached sch like damn early today 0920hrs?
was like supposed to be earlier but....
haha. i guess i won't elaborate.
kena ps-ed AGAIN.
haha.

had shun qing accompany at the booth for like 2hrs. =)
was alone at the booth in the afternoon =(
left early cause like damn cold and -.-
so went for NPS meeting
stupid weili took the scores back last week and never passed to anyone
so we had like no scores to play -.-
thanks man. good job.

freshies class was kinda pathetic but fun
haha. only 2 of them
zhen an and jeb. =)
after that had to go for like ensemble practice even though it was like 2100hrs
after practice ended,
charmaine and me sang lucky!
lol. haha. i wasn't like sure at first
but then i wanted to like sing again and again after!
haha. i like that song alot =)
its damn nice! =D

went home (took 151) with charmaine, hazm, weijie, gabriel and steph
thanks gabriel for accompanying me to wait for my bus 136 =)

*tired and still not feeling so good* =(

results are out tmr at 0900hrs
sucky.
i'm so not opening my mail or npal
and i uncheck the send exam results via sms
so...
DON'T ASK ME ABOUT IT AT ALL.
thanks. =)

2009-03-18T23:49:00.000+08:00

woke up at like 1000hrs
wanted to sleep more
wasn't feeling too good since 16th
tired and unwell
but come on!!!
haha. =) that isn't me la.
haha. SMILE!!! =D

today was like a 'shu nu' day for me. haha.
wore the skirt that me and jiaxue bought the other time we went to bugis
i was like totally black. =p
thought i would be late but once again
i wasn't. =)
finally ate the $4.50 meal. haha. =)
thne afterwards i kept my word and accompany jiaxue to get her stuff.
waited like -.- haha.
and then we went bugis again!!! =p
bought pants (like finally!)
and then went to granny's house for dinnner!!!
its been a long time since i saw granny and cousins
food was great as usual
even its just simple dishes, i still love her cooking =)

wanted to leave but was like talking to tonnes of ppl on msn
completely forgotten how to use the old msn
got like so confused
haha. don't know who talking to me
then i miss out a few convers and stuff. haha.
finally went home at like 2220hrs
waited for cab and it took hours to come -.-

oh wells.
gotta reach sch by like 0900hrs tmr for the MDE booth.
have fun tmr ppl! =)

*cabbage: hope everything went well and you're feeling better/well. =)*

2009-03-18T10:28:00.001+08:00

17th march 2009

great. supposed to have additional practice today.
but guess what?
only total strength 14 ppl turned up.
thanks ar.
well. really thank you to those ppl who turned up
and those ppl who informed me that they won't be able to make it
as for the rest
COULD YOU GUYS AT LEAST HAVE THE COURTESY TO TELL ME THAT YOU ARE UNABLE TO MAKE IT FOR PRACTICE?
i wrote in the sms to tell me if you can't make it.
and well.
i was supposed to have ilke 28 ppl coming down and now i only have half.
quite a feat alrdy. haha.
once again, thanks alot to those ppl who came down. =)

2009-03-17T15:00:00.000+08:00

16 March 2009

tired!!!!
went to the airport like really early in the morning
didn't slp the night before -.-
haha. i didn't know they had like what overstay charges when you stay in the train for too long -.-
i took from like changi airport, to pasir ris, then to joo koon and then to city hall. haha
total time of ride = 2hrs
and got like penalty charge of $2.
good job gwen.

went to meet cabbage at esplanade but he wasn't there yet.
so i wonder around like what seems forever. haha.
went around looking for scores for er SITC and ensemble pieces.
only managed to find like exercise scores instead
but when cabbage finally came and i wanted to borrow
guess what.
the lady told me: "you need to pay $21 for the premium membership to be able to borrow"
wah. thanks ar.
if i know earlier, i wouldn't have like search for crazy. -.-

went to eat at the korean place at suntec
i was talking to cabbage then i forgot to tell the person i don't wan chilli
and SHIT. i tried to like lie my way through see if she can give me a new one
when she pass me my food....
gwen: er. mine i don't want chilli...
lady: but you never say ar
gwen: erm. i did.
lady: but we cook alrdy. and this set is got chilli one
-.-
shit.! plan failed
so i went to queue up and buy another one without chilli.
stupid. the meal is not cheap can!
but if i don't do that. i would have like pratically nth to eat =(

went back to sch for meetings!!!
until like erm 9?
then i stay and played guitar in the clubhouse until 11pm?
haha. took like weisheng's car to ju and rebacca's house
thought the cab fare would be cheaper from there
but!
its like the same. nono. slightly more ex.
stupid. haha.
bathe and slept once i reached home. too tired la. =/

2009-03-14T23:29:00.001+08:00

no matter whatever your decision will be or might be
we will always be with you
cause
thats what friends are for =)

i'm always here for you!
hang in there boy! =)

2009-03-14T01:35:00.000+08:00

had a tiring day today
reached school at ilke 1030 to check the new instruments coming in
had to pack and reorganize the instruments all over again! arghs!
didn't even had lunch then i had to go for FOP/FOC org com meeting =/
but i managed to buy like cookies, lime juice and pearl milk tea.
so that was what i had for lunch! =)
meeting was fun and did quite a number of stuff =)
ended at like at 1800hrs
and then i had to meet rebacca, jazzrel and wave to discuss virt com stuff
ended like in an hour cause i have to go IT FAIR with some STUPID PIG!
met up w the STUPID PIG and ltr w cabbage and yipin! =)
*thank you cabbage and yipin for your help! especially cabbage!*
stupid pig went to buy his memory stick and we left the place -.-
everyone like accompanied him there just to get his damn memory stick
after that was supposed to have subway
but we ate korean food! haha.
it didn't look very appetising but the taste was still fine =)
went home after that.
tired -.-

tmr still got strings.
have fun gwen! x)

2009-03-13T00:34:00.000+08:00

i really didn't wan to watch it
like COMPLETELY didn't want to
i will never do it again ever!

stupid pig. =(

today was like really full of ups and downs man
like really tiring for me
both emotionally and mentally
i did sth that i nvr would have imagined myself doing
i got myself immersed into sth that sometimes i wished i didn't have
i found myself really troublesome and irritating -.-
its too late for everything now
but i have to move on and just take things as it is and SMILE!!! =)
only then, (maybe) i can be me!!!

2009-03-10T18:18:00.000+08:00

i'm back!
although the camp like ends tmr but i'm home due to like a few reasons. and one of which would be like i'm like sick (again) as usual stupid flu and also some stupid injury that i had during the virt com camp while playing games. -.- i didn't think it would be serious then i didn't bother and just thought that as long as i leave it alone it will heal by itself. (i've had like so many injuries that i don't bother counting) but its been 2 months and the lump seems more obvious and it feels like my bone. haha. -.- i couldn't wear shoes, couldn't run and even walk fast. which sucks like to the core.

HOWEVER!

the camp was fun. even though i have been to like bottle tree a ZILLION of times. haha. i really love my group ACES =) haha. i think my group was like damn funny la. haha. got that weijun who keeps lau kuey-ing himself. haha. i really feel like going for campfire and do the dance w them but, my leg is like hurting and even when doing the damn dance, i will be like -.- and not jumping when they are. haha. and i doubt i'll even be able to leave the place after campfire. haha. that means i have to stay over ANOTHER NIGHT! =p haha. just kidding!!! and i realised i really missed the days when i was doing camps and stuff. haha. A-M-A-Z-I-N-G. haha. hopefully they will enjoy the rest of the camp and have even MORE FUN! =)

today was like my first RSP tutoring session. i had like 3 students. there are like damn fun to be with. =) hopefully i can like tutor them next year also but most probably won't be able to. i can't wait for like the next session which will be like in 2 weeks! kinda regretted missing last week's session. =/

2009-03-08T23:25:00.000+08:00

TODAY...

i really hated mahjong. not because i lost, but because of something else...

*its really stupid to cry. you're like the dumbest girl i ever met can!*

2009-03-08T00:04:00.000+08:00

having like camp on monday -.- bottle tree park -.- -.-
its been ages since i've been there BUT! i alrdy like know everything there. haha. wonder what and how the camp is gonna be like though. =)

went to like SEE (not ride) the flyer for the first time today. omgosh. its like damn tall can! haha. and really expensive too. haha. its like $30 bucks per person -.- had like tau hey at my fav rochor stall!!! haha. its been ages la! the last time i had it was the SPSE concert at NAFA. =) its still damn delicious and yummy!!! =)

piano again tmr. early morning. =( i wan my sleep!

*even though you're like really sickening, i THINK i'll miss you. haha*

2009-03-04T23:44:00.000+08:00

cca starts tmr. and my whole life begins all over again. my holidays are just that few days. -.-

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i have watched like many movies and there are like still so many other movies that i want to watch! haha. they are like never ending! arghs! why can't my dad own a cinema then i can keep going to watch movies for free!! =p

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today had sherry's bdae surprise!!! =) hope u like yr present and had fun!!! even though we like spend only v little time together (cause she had to like go to her granny's place) and ps-ed us (me, jiaxue, shirle). worst thing was like shirle purposely came down w the cake then sherry had to leave alrdy. so we accompanied shirle to eat then went home. =)

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tmr have main comm meeting at 1500hrs and i have to get my phone fixed!!! thanks jiaxue for lending me her NEW SPARE PHONE. i will take care of it but IF i do drop it or whatever, i think, i'll and might as well just buy it from u. haha. looks like i have to like wake up earlier to go down to wisma for like the 4th time this week. and i really hope that its finally open! went down today and it was open but i didn't had my phone -.- what a pig! haha.

1st quartet practice tmr i think. haha. don't know what we're going to do but. well. i guess, have fun and enjoy! =)

*i can't find stupid super mario ensemble scores!!! arghs!*

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i have ilke camp from monday to wednesday. at BOTTLE TREE PARK! -.- i've been there like many many times. must enjoy myself. haha. if not, i think i'll suffer. lol. paid for it! so must enjoy! haha. and i'm going broke. like wth. haha. need to work but i don't have the time to work.

shirley told me that she had this part time admin offer. $6/hr. haha. hopefully i can like set aside time to do it! then i've like MONEY!!!! haha =) I WANNA GO ON A HOLIDAY BADLY!!! =)

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p.s. i think my dad is like uber cool. haha. he is like my bff, my bf and everything else. haha. my boyfriend MUST be like my dad. haha.

he is taking a part time dip course in ngee ann now. its his second dip btw. he is having exams tmr and he tells me things like what i told him: "gwen, tmr i got exam leh. how? die la. you wan to help me do?" lol can!!! and when he had to write a report: "gwen, i have to write report for a project. can help me do?" lol! haha. but in the end he will just do his report and exams fine =)

i think he is the coolest dad ever!!! =)

p.s. to everybody out there: is yr dad cooler? =p

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2009-03-02T01:08:00.000+08:00

uber tired day!

had to wake up like freaking early for piano lesson. cause i haven been practicing lately. =p
had like pratically sight read the whole piece of 3 pages this whole lesson and practising on the details to pay attention to and stuff. -.-

had to like go to my uncle's house for lunch! yeah!!! at bukit panjang. played alittle mahjong and ate alittle here adn there.

supposed to go fixed my phone at orchard. but it rained so heavily so we decided to go city hall to wait for the rain to stop and we met val and chris at esplanade!!! haha. then the four of us hung out together. went to carl's junior for dinner but i ended up not eating everything cause the portions are like really large!!! and expensive too can!!! haha.

walked around shopping and stuff for awhile then me and weili left. val bought a dress!! blue dresss! it looks really nice on her. haha. show off all her you know, good stuff. haha. *VAL: don't care what they say! you look nice!!! =)*

2009-03-01T00:14:00.001+08:00

had a really great day today =)

collected my violin!!! FINALLY!!! after 1 month and 1 week EXACTLY. haha. i'm like super happy but only to realise now that my darling sister is not coming back for the night and the violin is with her -.-

anyways. was slacking around at amk hub for lets say around 3hrs? i was like watching show on my psp and i finally decided to take out my theory work to do at macs then i just completed the 3rd bar then this lady from macs came towards me and chased me out -.- i haven even like started studying lor!!! and worst still. i cannot don't give up my seat. there were like so many students crowding around my table alrdy can! sickening ass.

and i went to watch movie too!!! haha. today's movie is really EXPENSIVE! $10. -.- watched role models =) i can't say that its not worth 10 bucks but it was really funny la. haha. and there was like this guy in the cinema that laughed so much like lam weili can! haha. lam weili has finally met his competitor! haha. this guy laughed like damn loud, damn high pitch and damn funny. haha. lol.

after movie was like 2130hrs alrdy. so went home! then went to eat supper at erm some place that bus 86 goes pass. this stretch that has like alot of indian food and stuff. it was my first time eating there so... haha. but the food tasted not bad la. *although i thought the roti prata ko-song was like damn small size* =)

now! i'm finally at home!!! but have like piano tmr -.- and lunch with my dad's side family! =) BUT! its at bukit panjang -.- don't wanna know how to get there and don't wanna know how i'm gonna get back home. =(

well. camp on monday. really don't feel like going. i wanna spend more time w my granny. haven been visiting her cause i can't concentrate on studying when i'm there. =( kinda missed her. hmmm.

can i not go for the camp on the 2nd - 4th march? =(

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an advice for _______________:
well. great job so far! seems like for you everything is going into place and hopefully won't be like the past relationships you have so far my dear! enjoy!

2009-02-27T23:36:00.000+08:00

I'M A FREE MAN!!! HAHAHA!!! no more exams!!! haha. but have like so many other things this hols -.-

went out w sherry and jiaxue after my paper. haha. don't wanna talk abt my paper so don't ask me about it. =p hmmm. went to watch he's not that into you. it was like funny and yet touching at the same time. i think what Neil (ben affleck) did for Beth (jennifer aniston) was like really sweet and romantic. haha. but i seriously doubt it will ever happen in real life can. haha. this kind of men are like E-X-T-I-N-C-T. haha.

i really like to hang out with sherry and jiaxue. haha. we always have like loads of fun when the 3 of us are together. like The Three Musketeers!!! =) hehe.

(to: cien, charmaine, millie, peiyu, sherry, jiaxue and shirle) thanks for the gifts! =)

an advice for ________:
its really bad to keep thinking of the past! you must learn to move on! don't dread over the past but be glad of whatever is happening in your life now. being sensitive has both its good and bad points but YOU MUST RESTRAIN YOURSELF! don't let the bad stuff get into your head and let you go wondering about all the irrelevant stuff again. just let it flow by itself. believe in yourself. have more confidence in yourself! dammit!

2009-02-27T10:44:00.001+08:00

i got a freaking damn problem. i think too much. and always give myself so much stress and pressure. SHIT MAN!

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ELTECH is ltr. -.- shit. freak. sickening piece of shit.

BUT

after this paper I'M A FREE MAN AGAIN!!!! at least until this sunday -.-

2009-02-24T00:39:00.000+08:00

today had astats paper. all thanks to someone, i didn't and couldn't have enough sleep. was like so stress abt the paper. damn scared i can't pass.

it was really an unglam, unlucky and eventful day.

1. spilt milo on myself in the morning
2. only realise in the lift that i forgotten to bring my book
3. didn't bring ez-link, only realised when i was about to take the lift to the lrt
4. couldn't do some simple questions on astats
5. got scared out of my wits in music room (twice)
6. watched movie "outlander", and got shocked (like many times)
7. some damn leaf just fell on my head and gave me a shock
8. finally home but still, sigh.

well. all the best for tmr. haha.

2009-02-22T15:13:00.000+08:00

Tokio Hotel - Monsoon


Monsoon - Tokio Hotel

I'm staring at a broken door
There's nothing left here anymore
My room is cold, it's making me insane
I've been waitin' here so long
Another moment seems to've come
I see the dark clouds comin' up again

Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world
Til' the end of time
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm
Into the blue
And when I lose myself I'll think of you
Together we'll be running somewhere new
Through the monsoon
Just me and you

A halfmoon fading from my sight
I see your vision in its light
But now it's gone and left me so alone
I know I have to find you now
Can hear your name,I don't know how
Why can't we make this darkness feel like home?

Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world
Til' the end of time
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm
Into the blue
And when I lose myself I'll think of you
Together we'll be running somewhere new
And nothing can hold me back from you
Through the monsoon

Hey!
Hey!

I'm fighting all this power coming in my way
Let it take me straight to you,
I'll be running night and day
I'll be with you soon
Just me and you
We'll be there soon
So soon

Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world
Til' the end of time
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm
Into the blue
And when I lose myself I'll think of you
Together we'll be running somewhere new
And nothing can hold me back from you
Through the monsoon
Through the monsoon
Just me and you
Through the monsoon
Just me and you

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i really like this song! =)

2009-02-20T22:48:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! =)

2009-02-18T23:28:00.000+08:00

i know its the exam period.

BUT!!!

i went to watch movie with jiaxue and sherry today. =p haha.
we watched look for a star. the one with andy lau and shu qi. haha.
it was not bad la. haha. it was quite a comical show i guess cause ppl in the theater kept laughing throughout the show. haha.

had pasta mania for dinner. haha. 3 of us shared a meal. creamy chicken upsized with combo A. haha. it was very feeling la! haha.

had to rush over to mom's there cause she say she taking cab to aunty diana's place to visit granny and since i was going. -.- i had to rush over too. haha. only to realise that she don't wan to pay the extra surcharge. -.- so had to wait until eight. haha.

visited granny and she is getting even better each day! even though the doc says that one of her leg muscles are not really improving as much. but more exercises wil ldo the trick! haha. =)

its the 100th day tmr. going back to grandma's house . all of us are going back there. =)

paper on firday!!!!! arghs! haha. =p

2009-02-16T22:21:00.001+08:00

exams exams exams.

althought holidays are finally, exams come first. have been slacking for 2 days straight. just reading manga and not studying. ARGHS! i need to STUDY!

today was really embarrassing.
i went to my aunt's house to visit my granny without assuming they are at home. i went there and nobody was there. i thought i had my 2nd cousin's number. so i dialled. -.- it was my friend. i didn't know and i started blabbering. like where are you. i'm outside your place. you at home? help me open the door la. only after that then i realised, it was not my cousin. -.- i quickly put down the phone. haha. damn paiseh. my 2nd cousin had the same name. i nvr check the number and i pressed call. damn stupid. haha. and after that, my friend still smsed me "you got the wrong person ar?" haha. made me even more embarrassed. haha.

study study study!

2009-02-14T20:58:00.001+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY PEOPLE! =)

2009-02-06T23:33:00.000+08:00

hey heys. another week of sch has just gone by and soon it will just be the last week of sch!

stayed at my grandma's place at bugis the past week and am finally home now. however, i wanna stay there instead! =( its so much easier to go to sch from there (at least compared to now) and i feel good there. haha.

this pass week everything was like mundane and boring!! exams are coming up and as this sem comes to and end, i have completely no confidence of getting As in this sem at all! however, i just hope that my gpa can maintain or sth. sigh. like my new year resolution says. NO MORE SKIPPING OF CLASSES(haha. but i 'postponed' it to like the NEW sem.) haha. so for the new sem, i'm goign to work doubly hard! GAMBATE GWENIE! =)

cramped astats test within an hour and i managed to pass and get 33/50. haha. but i misread a question which led me to a deduction of 7 marks which IF i did, i would get 40/50!!! haha. sickening. nvm. its was a good attempt. calculated like for almost all the modules how much i would have to get for exams to get a grade A for the overall but it seems like i have to score AT LEAST an A for all the modules to attain an A overall. which DEFINITELY SUCKS. arghs. as for the modules without exams, they aren't any better at all. cause i have completely no chance of getting an A already =(. and ELTECH sucks. haha. hopefully i can get help from ppl who somewhat 'promise' to help me. haha. ANYONE OUT THERE KNOWS HOW TO DO ELTECH!?!? haha.

sigh. one more week left before exams. HAVE TO BUCK UP!!! =)

2009-01-30T23:59:00.000+08:00

hello peeps!

i'm back (like on wed night - late). haha. didn't slp that night. had to chiong projects and study cause i have a presentation the next day w a member not giving me his work at all and 2 tests. of which i think i'll be flunking both. SAY BYE TO THE A's GWEN! haha.

23rd Jan 2009 - 28th Jan 2009
had really great fun with the cousins, aunties, uncles and grandma during the trip. haha. hopefully i can get the photos soon. i had nvr gone on a trip with them at all but this was the first time (and this is thanks to grandpa (= - we'll always miss you ).

trip there was long and jerky because of the long road and accidents that happened along the way.

cameron was nice with the really fresh air and fresh VEGGIES especially. haha. they have like veggie plantation like everywhere i go. went to pluck strawberries but they got rotten before i could eat any -.-there was no internet and i had to do projects and study so i 'bought' internet. it was like 7.50 per hour. -.-

genting was cool too. but not much of fresh air. haha. kinda bought ALOT of stuff at genting. haha. and i watched 2 movies there!!! INKHEART and IPMAN. haha. i have been wanting to watch ipman but there wasn't any chance so i finally watched it! =) and inkheart was really nice - even though adeline told me she almost feel asleep =(. i watched these two movies in a day. tickets were like 7.50 each with free drinks, popcorn and a snack. haha. really worth it. =) anyways, i went shopping and bought myself 1 shirt, 1 jeans and 1 polo. haha. =) didn't wanna come back cause had presentation and test the very next day =(

29th Jan 2009
the presentation wasn't too bad but i think this was the first time i was like freaking nervous!!! arghs! i hate it but my teeth were chattering and i couldn't speak properly. i was afraid would fumble and stuff. there were hiccups here and there but i hope that i would get an A. =p haha. had director's talk after wards and NPStrings too. was like damn tired. didn't even know i reached home until sherry woke me up. haha.
p.s. i burnt a hole in my cousin's skirt =(

30th Jan 2009
woke up very goggy. wanna slp but told myself that i had to go to sch!! NO MORE SKIPPING OF CLASSES JUST BECAUSE YOU CAN'T WAKE UP GWEN!!! haha. yeah. so HOPEFULLY, you'll see me more in classes now. haha.

maths had to do tutorials and MOL. i am like so lagging behind. MOL HATES ME. i am so sure of it. my answers were correct and exactly the same as the ones they gave but THEY PUT ME AS INCORRECT!!!! arghs! pissed. had to use senghow's comp to do my revision and everything else.

ELTECH was as usual, confusing and i can't understand a single thing. haha. waiting for senghow to learn then teach me =p haha. ended at 12noon and crash course jap test only to find out that there were 2 tests and today was the last lesson. -.-" reading test was more of guessing. haha. cause i couldn't read alot of stuff but i only got like 2 mistakes so i guess i was lukcy. haha. and I PASSED BJ101. haha. i know its nth. but considered the fact that for the past 2 lessons i was unable to attend. haha. its amazing. (at least to me)

violin day is like just tmr. wondering whether to look forward to it or not. hmmmm. =/ i miss my violin very much =( but i know it will never sound the same ever.

2009-01-23T20:03:00.000+08:00

HELLO PPL!

I'M OFF TO MALAYSIA!!!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR GUYS!!! =)

2009-01-23T01:29:00.000+08:00

ok. i'm so gonna miss sch for a while.

diarrehoea today. didn't have lessons but had NPstrings. and i suffered kinda terribly there anyways. had my ass glued to the toilet bowl like most of the time and only got to like eat REAL food at 2330hrs when my mom cooked me like half a packet of maggie mee so that i could eat the medicine.

and many many many thanks to shar and LWL and fanghui for helping me w the classes so i could concentrate on getting my butt glued to the toilet bowl. haha. =)

MRS LEE IMM IS SO GONNA KILL ME. i'm missing her test for EG2 quiz tmr and was supposed to take the RETEST for the ASTATS test i missed on wed cause i was SICK. and now, I AM SICK AGAIN. whats like wrong with this body!!!?!?! A R G H S!

again. projects due so soon. and yet nothing done. and i just realised. cameron has no internet connection at all!! i'm like so dead. at least genting has it. but by the time i reach genting, my project is already dued and poofed! my grades and marks for it is G-O-N-E GONE!

this trip is more of like a lets say, studying trip. i'm bring like ASTATS books, music theory, EG2, JAP101 and lets see what else i'm bringing. oh. LAPTOP for projects. perfect holiday huh?

well.. gotta go pack and rest for the night before the toilet calls for me again.

*p.s. xilin, i'm so sorry!!!*

2009-01-21T21:17:00.000+08:00

hello aperisocieters (haha. from gossip girls =p) gwen here.

HAPPY
haha. i've been like watching too much of gossip girls lately (am watching like season 2 now! =p)
hmmm. CNY is coming but i won't be going around BUT!!! i'm going to be in MALAYSIA! haha. malaysia is like so going to be fun. haha. first time going away with like the COUSINS and ppl from my DADDY'S SIDE!!! =p haha. this is like damn cool man.

AND

SIANS
i have like so many projects still undone can.

1. FCS - Group Project (SUPPOSINGLY due 7 Jan and now it seems like its 4 Feb =p)
2. COMPRO - not done COMPLETELY (due 25 Jan)
3. COMT - Group project (due 29 Jan but apparently i'm going away so its due 23 Jan)

die la. its really damn jialat. can't really enjoying myself on the MALAYSIA holiday but i'm still really looking forward to it. haha.

went to get my violin fixed today at gramercy (had an mc cause was SICK). open seam costs $****** and i fixed my bridge too cause the strings were like eating into the bridge =( and that costs like $48. haha.

now having meeting after meeting. had virt com and main com meeting now. =(
stupid ***** sickening ass. arghs!!!!!!!!!! bully and just speak without thinking!!!! always. =(

well. i think this is a little late. but i'm gonna write my new year's revolution now!

1. NOT TO SKIP ANY MORE CLASSES WITHOUT REASONS!!!
- except like erm last two weeks before the sem ends =p
2. TO STUDY HARD AND NOT DO MY STUDIES LAST MINUTES
3. *************************************
- a secret i can't tell =)
4. TO BE CLOSER WITH MY FRIENDS AND FAMILES
5. ************************
- not really a secret but rather something i am afraid i can't do
6. PRACTICE VIOLIN!!!
- going to work really hard to attend the grade 6. can't slack off like what i've done the past 2 years since i started
7. PRACTICE PIANO!!!
- learnt for like many years but stopped for many years too. haha.
8. UNDERSTAND MYSELF BETTER
9. CHALLENGE MYSELF MORE
10. CHANGE MYSELF

haha. thats all folks. hope i'm able to achieve it. haha.

till next time =)

2009-01-15T23:50:00.000+08:00

ok ok. =(
violin dropped. *big sigh*
cracked. -.-
sigh.

violin now goes off tune very easily and ALL THE TIME. it is just my luck. sigh.
don't have the mood to play it already. maybe i'll borrow one back from clubhouse once its ready for loan. sigh.

2009-01-10T00:06:00.000+08:00

school started for like 1 week already and i didn't go for wednesday and thursday. =p haha.

just felt like slacking somemore and wasn't feeling too good anyways. =/

classed ended at 12 (or earlier today - cause eltech =p ) then went to meet jiaxue.
wanted to pass her calculator so walked to blk 56. then reaching alrdy, i saw her sms saying no need alrdy. wan go eat at makan place. -______-" i just came from there. haha. so i walked up the stupid hill again. then another sms came: elynn needs someone to tune the violin. wahh!!! best. i wakled all the way from makan place to atrium just to tune the violin adn walked back. by the time i reached makan place, i am no long hungry to eat. haha. walk until i full alrdy la!

went to like convention centre after lunch and erm. shan't say about the 'u know' embarrassing moments that happened in there *ps - asked me personally and maybe i'll tell you. haha*

then headed to music room w jiaxue, huiyun and hongyi (jiaxue's friend). and slacked there then sherry came (skip class again) and we SLACKED AGAIN. supposed to go out one lor. then i don't go for jap class. in the end. stuck there until like 6. then go KAP!!! to eat ICE CREAM -.- sian. haha. but we (jiaxue, sherry and me) had fun there. crapped and stuff. until!!! MISS SHERRY had to leave. so we left and i boarded the damn long time for me to go home bus 151. haha. home slacked. and now blogging.

having rehearsals at sp again tmr. 1st session on tuesday was atroscious. (sorry for the wrong spelling) sight reading the whole way. at least the 2nd session on thursday was SLIGHTLY better but still. haha. shar wasn't there w me. so i was like alone on violin 2. hopefully he can join me tmr, if not -.- GG for me i guess. hhaa.

well guys. wish me luck for practice tmr and for SPSE's concert on sunday at napfa!!
*ps.s - wanna come watch? =p*

tired and long day

2009-01-04T17:10:00.001+08:00

wow wow wow. haha. didn't had a good sleep on the day before going to sentosa but nonetheless. sentosa was fun w nps peeps. =)

took like many photos!! =)

was sleeping while waiting for ppl to arrive =p

they were trying to take a candid shot of me slping but i woke up! =p

walking to our spot!

we settled down here!!! (at least near here)

teckyi. jiaxue. shar.

sherry and shirley SWIMMING!!! =)

taken while playing frisbee. haha. (i suck at it btw) not like stozer. haha)

shirley and sherry swimming AGAIN! haha

while they were all playing we went photo taking!

me and jiaxue got cut off. haha. but can you spot me? =p

finally all of us in!

i like this pic! but too dark =)

there were many other ppl there too but pics from my cam were very limited due to the stupid battery. haha. there were xiangxiang, gloria, valerie, stozer, zhiyang, teckyi, shar, weili, shirley, sherry, jiaxue and ME! haha. =)

after that only had like xiang2, gloria, valerie, weili, shirley, sherry, jiaxue, me and chirs (came to join us after) and we went to eat at burger king. wasn't feeling very well then =( stupid flu and cough. then we went to the rooftop at vivo to like talk and stuff. ahha. and i fell asleep on the grass patch. haha.

went to my uncle's place at bukit panjang cause kelly jie is getting married the very next day! haha. went there and kinda fell asleep straight away. haha. had to wake up at like 3+. below are the pics!!! it was a really nice wedding! was really busy and tired!

photo with the bride!!

my sister, the bride and me!

after a long day of tea ceremony and stuff. we finally reached the HOTEL! =)

grace and me.

purely camwhoring.

had to prepare for the night!!! haha.didn't get to slp though. cause didn't had much time. pictures below AGAIN!! =)

daddy and me

me and jasmine (cousin) and her 90+ dollar dress. haha.
me and vaness (cousin) with her $135 dress!

my sister and me. haha. its not always that you can see us wearing dress okay! haha.

sister of the bride (cousin aida) and me!!!

well. the night ended with all of us feeling damn tired and sutff. haha.

schools gonna start tmr! and... projects are not done at all! die. haha. damn terrible. haha. 2 of them due on 7 jan!!! =( wish me luck man.

*GAMBATE!!! must start working hard this 2nd half sem too! =)*

2009-01-02T05:37:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS (even though its over) and HAPPY NEW YEAR to all you little ppl out there. haha.
yes. i'm finally updating my blog of such a long time.
many many many and i really mean M A N Y things have happened since i last blogged. =/

had family concert on 27th dec. invited like a few ppl la. but in the end none of my friends came. haha. kidna envious of huiyun la. haha. she was like the star la. haha. every entrance she made there were ppl screaming her name and stuff. haha. but on the other hand, i rather ppl not come too. haha. ltr i NERVOUS how?!?!? haha. then cannot play properly. i'm such a shy person you know. haha. so in the end, my parents, dearest grandma (frm daddy's side) and PIG grace came. haha. THANK YOU FOR COMING! had to say sorry to grandma cause she wanted to go to the temple but was kinds "pulled" to watch my concert so my dad could send her there after that. haha. =p

went to eat at MACs again after FC. didn't eat cause weili said: "gwen, as a friend, i must tell you this, don't eat so much macdonalds." haha. wth!!! hack la.! haha. i know i have to lose weight okay!!! haha. so, i was like so tramatized that i just drank like ice lemon tea. haha. =p

had v. com BONDING camp after FC. damn tiring. haha. but the games were fun =) oh. me and shar went like really crazy. haha. firstly, we both like dare not go to the toilet alone. haha. then he followed me to the female toilet downstairs in C1 then when we came out, we saw like stozer and a bunch of guys going to the guys toilet. LOL! then nvm. ltr we decidied to play violin... IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD AT 3+ AM. haha. and we took lots of like lame shit pictures. haha. cannot believed i did that. haha. we wanted to like practice adn stuff but ended up doing that. =p

woke up freezing cold cause didn't had slping bag. managed to borrow in daze but had to wake up soon after. haha. i didn't wake up though. kept asking them to let me SLP IN MORE PLEASE! haha. so in the end everyone was kidna waiting for me to start the bonding games. =p SORRY GUYS!!! games were damn fun and i guess we definitely bonded during this time. =) had discussion for virtuosso but now, it seems like much changes will happen.

on 29th dec. had foon yew concert to go to. was supposed to meet like at 11am at woodlands but i OVERSLEPT. haha. as usual. i woke up at 11am. haha. i guess i really like to slp now. haha. hmmm. so i met them like alot later and we took a bus to foon yew. its damn cool la. it was my first time going there by public bus and it was really amazing. haha. btw, the customs at malaysia changed i mean the place la. haha. its damn cool. really cool. ok. then we went to city square. weili was like freaking hungry. haha. and HE settled for kenny rogers which the service there sucks adn stuff. haha. didn't know hazm could eat la. i couldn't finish my food, then he took my remainings. haha. then we walked around and finally settled down at POPULAR. yes, the book store. haha. we sat down to read books. i was readign this football book and i fell asleep, sitting on the floor. damn amazing. don't know hw i did that either. went to starbucks to play cards soon after then foon yew ppl came to pick us up. THE FOOD THERE IS NOT AS DISGUSTING AS WHAT YOU TOLD US JAMES!!!! the food is like totally cool can. its only like RM2 bucks and there was like my fav egg tofu, chicken and vege. its yummy. at least its better than the chinese mix rice store at C1. haha.
y okay
btw, the concert, it totally rock. the opening song was like PALLADIO. and they were playing in an ensemble, faster than what we normally play alrdy. TOTALLY OWNED. haha. how to get them to come and watch ours? haha. and the solo was like diploma standard la. and she is like only in the freshie's class. compared to ours, we are like shit. haha. no offence but i think everyone will feel the same way =( concert eneded like at 10 then we had to get back to sg real quick cause STOZER'S FAMILY GOING TO KL SO WE CAN'T STAY OVER AT HIS PLACE! =(

went shopping on 31st dec with sherry. haha. can't believe i managed to wake up at like 10? haha. i bought like loads of stuff and sherry bought nothing. haha. we met up w weili and val for lunch at AJITEI. weili was like damn darn hungry alrdy. but i told sherry, nvm la. slowly. haha. then we went to FOX cause there was this like huge discount. i wanted like the jeans that both me and val took. val was damn cute la. she was like "gwen we go take clothing and try okay? " that sort of thing. haha. then we queue the damn darn long queue. i liked the jeans but i wasn't really comfortable w it. but val looked REALLY GOOD IN IT!!! =) so i manged to like get her to get it insteand. haha. and i had to look for black pants for SP's concert cause i didn't wanna wear a skirt. haha. anyways, i tried and tried and look and stuff but still cannot find. and all the while, poor weili was standing outside of the shops waiting for us LADIES. haha. watched bedtime stories with jiaxue, sherry and weili. val took off to meet her sister. like what sherry said in her blog, YES, WEILI LAUGHED DAMN DARN LOUDLY. haha. after that couldn't decide what to do so weili left to go to his church countdown and me, jiaxue and sherry went to eat AJISEN whre we talked A LOT of stuff. haha. can't beleive i ate AJISEN AND AJITEI within a day. spend like damn lot of money can. haha. and finally mahjong at my house (which lasted not even 1 round) with cabbage, weili and sherry. haha. game was slow adn steady and weili's reaction were like DAMN funny. haha. you should see it. haha. then sherry had to leave =( so we stopped playing and watched tv. haha. at around 6 we started walking to rivervale mall to eat mac but it wasn't opened. lol. had to wait.

anyways. i slpt till like 6pm at night from 730am in the morning. haha. thats like rpetty long but i lost to sherry. she slpt like until 6pm too but she slpt at 4am? lol.

i can't like fall aslp due to this stupid nose block problem. i'm darn tired but i can't slp anymore cause i have to go get my phone from GERALD!!! i left it at his place. shit. haha. ats like 6am in the morning right now. and I AM SO GOING TO SENTOSA!!! haha. hurray. even though my mom is not v happy cause my cousin is getting marreid on sat and like she doesn't wan the sun to ruin my face which is like WHATEVER. haha.

Well. this is a FREAKING LONG POST WHICH I COULD PERHAPS NEVER IMPAGINE MYSELF WRITING IT AGAIN. haha. i hope this makes up for the stagnant blog - if ppl are still reading it. haha. =)

p.s. oh shit. school is reopening on monday and projects done = 0. GOOD LUCK GWEN.

2008-12-16T02:23:00.001+08:00

banged into a damn sensor in a shopping mall

followed somebody out but that person just couldn't care less and walked on his/her own

ARGHS!

2 weeks of school

2008-10-25T12:34:00.000+08:00

its been like 2 weeks!!!
first week was like going ok besides me not understanding whatever shit eltech was teaching. haha. and had to like learn 5 new pieces on thursday for performance on tuesday. SHUCKS! haha. and new projects coming up like IN THE FIRST WEEK OF SCH! who gets that la!!!!

second week was really unlucky... =(
monday - left house without handphone. SUCKS. couldn't board the shuttle bus, too full DOUBLE SUCKS. had to take cab with stranger (which was ok =)) but i had only $7 and she had $10. TRIPLE SUCKS! haha. cab fare was like 27 bucks. - well. now i know why monday blues exist. haha.

tuesday - performance day! skipped class for that. haha. played like shit. oh. another suck coming up. my string broke before performance. WTH. haha. had to use the school's violin which went out of tune like really really easily. arghs! we all felt the performance was really sucky but ppl came up to us and said :"that was really nice. really pleasing. thank you for playing" and stuff. we all felt SUPER DUPER EMBARRASSED! sigh. haha. but the refreshments there were like great. haha. had strawberry mini tarts, brownie fondue (whatever its spelled), really nice chicken and funny stuff on spoons. haha. it ended like at 1030 to arnd 11, had another hour of class before break but decided to skip it. haha.

wednesday, thursday, friday - went quite smoothly i guess? haha. friday had jap class at 1800hrs when i end like at 1200hrs. PERFECT SITUATION. haha.

this seems like a long post. haha. i guess i have to try and update this more often before the spider webs start to fill my blog. haha.

well. GAMBATE neh? haha. must try and catch up with school work!

PEOPLE TAKING 'A'S! GAMBATE! ITS THE LAST STRETCH ALREADY! DON'T GIVE UP!!! =)
*eh en, this is to you!! haha.*

semester 2

2008-10-15T00:02:00.000+08:00

semester 2 has started since yesterday and i still can't believed school started already. i was lazying around at home the whole holidays with nothing to do on hand. haha. now, i have to wake up early and stuff just to go to school! have to change my whole routine. can't sleep at 6am and wake up at 3pm anymore.

modules are like getting tougher and hopefully i can cope though. haha.

well, guess all i can do is GAMBATE! =)

my new tag board is like freaking empty. haha.

NEW SKIN! =)

2008-10-05T07:44:00.000+08:00

haha. ok people. i changed my skin out of randomness. couldn't sleep and found myself surfing for skins and stuff. screwed up my cbox so, its a new one. haha. (could gage how many ppl actually view my blog now.) haha.

school's starting in like one week? and i'm bored. haha. can't wait for sch to start actually, just wanna quickly get over it.

7 weeks of hols have just gone by like that, really quickly.

oh yeah. got into my first choice for the dip plus module: fundamentals of customer service. and also managed to get a place in basic jap class, even though the timing for the lesson really sucks. haha. its like on friday at 1800hrs when i end at 1200hrs. Zzzzzz. big slping time yeah? haha.

nothing much to post. hmm. gotta save up now. haha. i'm BROKE! :/

all over again

2008-09-30T02:54:00.000+08:00

SECONDHAND SERENADE
FALL FOR YOU

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Oh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

2008-09-10T23:54:00.001+08:00

ok ok ok. i'm back blogging AGAIN. haha. actually i was just lazy to blog la. haha. =)

hmmm. lets see. hols are here but i've no jobs and stuff. so i'm just slacking at home. been watching lots of jap drama lately. could finish a whole serial (11 episodes) in a day. haha.

on 2nd sept, we went to kbox to give millie a surprise birthday! haha. =) we had kbox buffet but there wasn't lots of food though. then me, cien and wanxin went to play "catch the toy" machine. haha. managed to catch like 4 though. =) and took pictures w cien's DSLR camera! (i so want one myself) haha. but the pics below are from my lousy cam. haha.

the four toys caught! =)

brown stuff. pooh bear. eyore. and stich! =)

10 September 2008

had gum surgery today. haha. hurt in the beginning when they tried to numb my gums la. cause the dentist was like using this really long needle and it was really thin too. haha. then i felt like my lips were like hot dog and like damn big and stuff. now my gums kinda look like erm ugly still though. but now can see more of my teeth already. haha. and there are blood clot! haha. quite disgusting la. haha. but nvm, hope it will get better. haha. =) i shan't bore you or disgust you with what they did already la. haha.

tmr we going out again! haha. watching movie and shopping for them and window shopping for me. haha.

and

I'M OUT!

2008-08-07T22:04:00.000+08:00

had engineering materials presentation for mmp2 yesterday! haha
we took lots of photos yesterday with mr lim's camera too! haha
i'll upload the photos here.
we won the best few video presentations. i wanna thank CHONG SIEW YEE! she did alot of work in that video. =)

siew yee and me

me and kayfong

bahaha. i've grown TALLER!

adeline, me and siewyee!

us again! i look damn funny in formal. haha.

chris. xilin. gwen. gladys.

aaron and me. (damn pink la his hair)

kayfong and siewyee

adeline (candid shot)

i'm the blurry one behind. haha.

aaron and kayfong (trying to act cool. haha)

2008-08-06T04:52:00.000+08:00

I think you can do much better than me
After all the lies that I made you believe
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed
Where your nightgown used to be
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remember
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

While looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures I took
That you were looking for
If there's one memory I don't want to lose
That time at the mall
You and me in the dressing room
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remember
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

The bed I'm lying in is getting colder
Wish I never would've said it's over
And I can't pretend... I won't think about you when I'm older
Cause we never really had our closure
This can't be the end
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
(And I think you should know this)
(You deserve much better than me)

HINDER - BETTER THAN ME

2008-08-03T00:04:00.000+08:00

the only candidate suitable

like a good friend

a good company

perhaps even a suitable soulmate

a pertinacious person

perfect for one

2008-07-31T23:30:00.000+08:00

AGAIN i can't present CATS on the presentation day. =/

AGAIN there will be CAD lessons tmr.

AGAIN there was unhappiness.

AGAIN this AGAIN that.

haha. sigh

well. today went to ehub! =) went there for the first time trying to find the place with gerald. haha. walked the whole of downtown east then finally found the place. decided to watch movie there. so we watch mummy three! =) i think the movie not bad but gerald said its like corny cause he could like kinda predict the next step. haha. then we went to play arcade! =) had this funny game there whre you can hit the ghost and throw balls on the screen. haha. we were terrible at it but still wanted to play. haha. =p went to eat SUPERDOG! haha. first time eating it. seems like almost everything there is like SPICY. haha. =p

took a bus and went back to tampines.

wondering why tampines? i'm staying at my grams place this week. haha. =)

i'm going back tmr already. but i'm kinda missing this place.

because...

i'm kinda like a queen here. haha.

I JUST CAN'T WAIT TO BE KING!

2008-07-25T21:47:00.000+08:00

i'm sick... again. haha. was sick last friday and didn't go sch. now i'm also sick today. another friday gone. had engineering materials oral test today (10%) and i missed. CAD lessons which are 3hrs and only once a week has also been missed AGAIN. this is like the module that i'm so uncertain of and yet i'm missing it. =( so yeah. its kinda sucky though.

i'm having dental appointment tmr and sunday i have kayaking. hopefully i can endure that day and pass my 2 star kayaking! =) hehe.

well.. gonna go rest alrdy. =)

2008-07-20T21:10:00.000+08:00

its been one week since i've blogged. haha.
hmmm. past week has been really hectic for me.
i've been chiong-ing projects, chiong-ing homework and everything else.
had 2 star kayaking yesterday and today. haha. it was fun though.
i'm quite afraid that i won't pass. haha.

hmmm. had shape run race today too! haha. i took like damn long to run. better not tell u guys how long i took if not u'll laugh at me. haha. it was really shiok to run damn early in the morning. p.s. i woke up at 0530. -.-" haha.

next race would be nike + human race! =) GAMBATE!

i'm so gonna secretly join taekwando. haha. =p

*must start trg!*

2008-07-13T21:28:00.000+08:00

what makes a man a man? have you ever wondered? haha. i heard this on HELLBOY today. haha. its just a random post. i was BORED! =P

test and projects all coming up at one time. haha. exams are approaching and stress is filling me up. well, like they say, time waits for no man. well. i'm a woman, hope it waits for me to finish up all my hw first! haha.

2008-07-08T21:56:00.000+08:00

haha. i passed the TEST! but didn't do well though. school's really boring. just hope that each day can pass quickly and stuff. haha. got loads of homework to do. haha. projects too! oh man. haha. must start planning and organizing my stuff in order! =)